bye bye hubby

today i'm supposed to go back to jb with my daughter and mum. if we get our visa by today, we will have to depart from changi airport tomorrow. if the visa is not out yet, only mum and dad will go coz i dont think i'll be able to carry my 'excess baggage' later on. if we go, we'll be away for 12 days and that is one difficult task for me coz i'll be away from hubby. i'm gonna miss hubby so, so much. i'm so used of doing things for him and i'm a bit sad coz i cant make him the routine morning coffee. me and rania will definitely miss him at night. but if i dont get to go, i'll definitely be back this weekend. half of me really wants to go but at the same time, i dont want to leave hubby alone. the next time i go, i'll definitely want hubby to come along.