demam yang tak diundang

ive been sick since wednesday. i thot it was juz a normal flu and i thot it would go away overnite. boy i was wrong. i dont know who got it from who but i wasnt d only one. omar is sick too. and so far i seldom see him getting sick. except for this one. hubby is away until saturday for a work-related meeting. so i stayed at mum's place. u see, i hate getting sick. really, really hate getting sick. it makes me feel helpless. and being helpless is d last thing i need. ever. i dislike asking help from others, i dislike others to organize my kids, i dislike being weak and slow in my movements. im d well-organized kind of person and also, like to rush things. so by being sick, and by that phrase, i was literally weak, and i find it difficult to get up to even do simple chores. oh yeah by d way, d other day, someone did ask, "so u cant wake up?" and i corrected, "of course i can wake up, i juz cant get up!" and for heaven's sake, i would want to wake up!! ok, that's another story.
and i guess when d 3 of us are around day n nite, it makes my mum's place a lil bit crowded.
dont worry mom...we'll be gone by tonite to give u a breather.
i can imagine mum doing d 'phew, legaaaaaaa...' thingy.
hubby's gonna be home tonite. and i miss my own room. i did ask rania, 'rindu tak nak balik rumah?' her usual kucingoren-like heartless answer was, 'mmm, rania sampai tak ingat mcmn rupa rumah kita...' eleh budak ni, baru 2 malam tak balik...karate kang baru tau............