d time when u count ur blessings

why is it that every friday i keep seeing muslim men loitering around during friday prayers?
there was this one time, i watched a movie with rania, and next to me was a muslim couple. i wanted so badly to ask why arent u at a place where ure supposed to be?
'tapi takut kena tumbuk'...so i kept quiet.
it saddens me. luckily they didnt make out....sigh.

the thing that i enjoyed d most on friday is seeing malay men with complete 'baju melayu'. and this coming from somebody who wore baju kurung once a year. not that i dont want to wear, but d moment i stepped into d office, ppl would look at me as if they've seen me naked. not only dat, some wud ask strange questions like, 'ada kenduri ke ari ni?' or 'ada function ke?', or 'mimpi apa pakai baju kurung? and even worse, ''nak kawin ke apa?'
so u see, that's why u dont see me wearing it to d office.

received a very bad news today. a friend's husband passed away at d age of 31.
heart complications, i think.
dont know d full details yet but im still digesting d news.
so many things played in my mind.
questions, questions, questions.
but at least she's got full support from all of her friends.

friend, im sorry for ur loss.
really, really sorry....