comparisons gone wrong

ive juz deleted a whole paragraph.
i was pouring my heart out. d moment i was done with it, i asked myself, do i want ppl to read what it was all about?
when it involves family members, i have to be careful.
but i was so, so sad that i had to put it on words. after reading what i wrote, i decided not to post it.
some things are better left unsaid.
i might juz have to sulk, i guess.
oh, i wish i could disappear right this moment with hubby and kids.
sometimes i wish i could go as far away as possible...away...away from everybody at the moment.
it's sad when someone compares u with others.
and 'that others' are somebody that u urselves do not know.
so, how can u compare in the first place?
i wanted to ask...but i hesitated too long and the moment passed.
at the moment, i'm sulking for reasons only i myself know.
i juz wish that 'that particular someone' would be a little bit more understanding.
what she went thru is totally different from what im going thru.
she had help. i dont.
things like this make me want to disappear.
u dont have to see me, i dont have to see u.
but things are not that simple, eh?