feeling better

omar is 2 weeks' old now. and since i'm in much better shape, i think i should be okay. handling 2 kids at one go is no easy task. it's true i receive help from mum and mum's maid but when at night, i'm on my own. rania still wants to sleep with me despite limited space. she'll wake up at 5 in the morning and i'll be woken up by her silent sobbings. in the end, i'll let her sleep at my feet coz that's the only space i could offer. she'll take it nonetheless. i'll be miserable in the morning coz i hafta bathe rania, breastfeed omar, make sure hubby got his breakfast and coffee, and at the same time, i hafta keep the house clean. i guess that's the price u pay when u become a mother and wife. i cant wait to start work coz i think i need some familiarity with what i've done before i gave birth so that i would stay sane.