when friends are stranger than u thot

ive been doing some thinking lately.

when u have high hopes on some ppl and they disapoint u, what do u do?
that's d reason why i dont have any expectations from others.
u thot u could go far with them in any circumstances.
but then again, u hafta believe them when they say they have changed.
my circle of friends are getting smaller and i thot i have some reliable ones.
boy, was i wrong!

in the end, i accepted whatever reasons thrown at me.
and at the same time, i was thinking ;
"if it was XXXX, will she be treated the same way?"
it was too disappointing to comprehend.
but will it make any difference if i were to express whatever i was feeling at that time?
yeah, ure rite...
i dont think so too.
i'm juz doing everyone a favour by keeping my mouth shut.

i may hurt others directly or indirectly.
and i may have apologized or i may have not.
i hope it's never too late.

i thot i saw a friend yesterday.
i know i was at fault.
since then, it was never the same...