sabar, kaklong, sabar...

why do some become impatient? not talking bout others. it's me. sometimes i can be very patient and cant stand those who arent but sometimes i juz cant help myself but to be extra impatient. this is d problem ive been facing. i do come up with my own theory like maybe the 'impatientness' will come if i wake up at the wrong time. but sometimes, i do ponder after regretting my negative actions. and most of the time, the results were always the causes of other ppl's stupidity.
like yesterday when i wanted to pick up my dry cleaning after 3 days of failing to enter the premise due to the staff's unacceptable behaviour of going out for lunch when it was obvious that working ppl's free time is during lunchtime, i immediately asked the staff where was she for the past 2 days during lunchtime. she said, she was out lunching. 'takkan takde org jaga?'. i asked.
'dua-dua pegi lunch.'
'mana boleh mcm ni. menyusahkan org je. apa nombor telefon bos awak?'
'saya takde nombor bos. dia tak pernah bagi.'
'ah, penipulah takde phone number.'
'takpe, saya akan cari smp dpt.'

after picking up, i saw one stupid pajero double-parked behind my car. i honked.
terhegeh-hegeh keluar makcik dr kedai dobi, menyeringai.
at that moment, i dont care whether she was old or anything. i can park my car at a designated spot so why cant she do the same. she gave me the sign of 'tunggu sekejap'.
her 'sekejap' was 5 minutes.
she didnt even say sorry. she juz hopped in her car and off she went.
how can i be patient with ppl like these?
it's their stupidity that drives me nuts.