selamat hari raya to all !!

ive said this many times. cant wait for raya!! to be honest, last year's raya was the best for me. why? we had a theme color; green. ive completed 30 days of fasting and before ramadhan starts, i had to 'ganti pose' for another 30 days coz when i was pregnant with rania, i didnt fast. so, u can say that it took me almost 4 yrs to realise that i HAVE TO replace it no matter what. but that was last year. this year, i dont even have a baju kurung. but mum bought for me a pink baju kurung and though rania has her own mini kebaya, mum still bought for her a pink (takde kaler lain ke?) baju kurung too. isnt my mum nice? fyi, i never hinted in any way...at all.

last monday went to bsc and when i saw a mini (mengada) baju melayu, my heart stopped. 'ada jugak org nak jual baju melayu kenit ni...' and it was difficult to choose coz they have quite a variety of colors. i bought yellow to match it with rania. when u have kids, raya gets a little bit merrier if compared to when i was married but no kids yet. it was like 'hambar'.

been trying to search for bunga api for rania. last year, she had fun coz it was her first time of handling a 'bunga api celebration.' bunga api is legal ok, mercun isnt. she had this scar a day b4 raya last year. it was above her lips. it lasted for about 4 days. and everywhere we went, esp to relatives' hse, ppl tend to ask bout d scar. she refused to admit that it was d cause of playing with bunga api, so she anwered simply. "AIR MILO NI..."