sempena awal muharam

"i want to be a better person"

we keep saying that everytime d year comes to an end.
but do we really mean it?
and do we strive to be one gradually?

i for one try to be one and still it's not good enough.

i dont want to look back. (...in anger...??)
i just want to move forward.
and its easier said than done, i know.
but im trying hard and will never stop.