chilling out..?

a friend introduced me to her friend yesterday. it wasnt planned. im so used of going back home straight away. so when we decided to have a drink and chit chat for a while, i felt restless. but hey, when was d last time i did that eh? cant remember.
i didnt expect anything though.
i cant remember when was d last time i actually mingled with ppl.
an hour later, i had to excuse myself; kids waiting for me at home.
as soon as i arrived home, even mum asked, why was i late.
yes, i do want to mingle but sometimes, d topics that they discuss; i juz cant blend in.
pls dont say i didnt try. i did.
well, maybe i take myself too seriously.